I was talking to Alyson about this yesterday, i've noticed i haven't been really upset the past couple days. i can't decide if this is good or bad. it feels nice to not be upset constantly, but it feels like i'm disconnected from my dad when i am not upset. i miss thinking about him, but thinking about him makes me sad. it's quite the catch 22. but for now i'm going to roll with it. i know he's always with me and i know i'm not ever going to forget him, so i might as well try to enjoy the good days i have.
rich fell and broke his wrist about a week ago. joyce said that when he went to the hospital for his surgery he kept talking about my dad. this is where dan parked. this is where dan walked in for his surgery. etc.
i went to mom mom's the other day to see aunt lorraine and she was the same way. danny bought me this tv. chickie and petes, that was the last place danny went.
it's touching, yet depressing. i am quite aware of all this stuff, and so is everyone else, why does it have to be vocalized? i understand it and all, but i just think it hurts more than it helps.
on another note, i'm quite proud of our president. i've never experienced any type of pride in my country before this whole election, and never have i experienced this pride during an actual presidency like i did today.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/politico/20090206/pl_politico/18482
it's pretty awesome to know that he didn't lie to get into office and that he's an actual person who's very passionate about this country and the people in it.
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