i started dieting on January 1st and i got nowhere. i started really dieting in at the end of March and i've lost 18 pounds total. i feel good about it, but i really would like to lose more. right now i'm at a standstill, but i am very unmotivated to go to the gym. one day...
i've been trying to be happier in life. it's helping now that spring is here. it's a lot easier to enjoy myself when i can enjoy the weather and do fun things. i was so sick of winter in so many ways.
tim has talked me into trying to sell some photographs. i would LOVE to be able to do this. i think it would be fantastic if i could sell pictures. i decided to open up a site and see where it takes me. so far i don't have many pictures up, i'm planning on taking my dad's camera out and experimenting. hopefully it'll get me somewhere. it would be fantastic if it did! here's to hoping!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
The following months, in song form
This isn't necessarily how i've felt recently, but i just listened to these guys again and i was stuck with how accurate this song was in relation to how i felt the months after my dad died.
now this song, this song still puts me on tims porch, while my dad was still alive, crying my eyes out worried that he wasn't going to make it. tim was convinced he would. i wish i were wrong that time.
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